You couldn't have loved me better. (♥)
♥ Date:
Monday, September 13, 2010
Well hello i know i havent been here for a while now and i'm seeing alot of weird people at my tagboard but i'm just gonna fuckcare them.
Does anyone even come here anymore? Just those weird people.
I'm at OC, outside my shop waiting for it to open, manager is late.
When i'm inside, i start my day with changing into the rigid and boring 'uniform', then i clean the countless mirrors and glass, then i procastinate, then i look at some tailoring shit and check if there is anything i need to do, cut fabric, record things etc. Usually there is nothing, and so i have nothing to do but stand around and get mock by colleagues.
Glamorous life i lead.
Everyday, i look forward to knocking off. But then again, I dont have a timing where i knock off, shop closes at 10, but often i have to stay till 10.30/11pm to clean glass and shit. On rare days i get to leave at 10.
Every week, I look forward to weekends, because that is when i have MY OWN TIME, with friends. But then again, I only have alternate saturdays off, and so sometimes weekends means only SUNDAY. Which is depressing.
This week, Honeypancake is dating me on wednesday, which instantly makes the week easier, because i have something happening after 3 days of shit, and then after that another 3 days, to some Mermaid time, which is saturday.
I just hope i can withstand those 3 days.
Btw, I'm trying to come up with a homemade notebook, it's kinda hard, emotionally and brain-wise, but i will do it. Sick of giving up halfway EVERYTIME.
Everytime i try to make a piece of clothing, i give up because
-I dont have time.
-It's too hard.
-Expensive.
Yes the notebook is gonna be expensive but fuckcare money i am going to have lots of those soon.
It's the emotional part that is
really hard. Especially when i only have time to do it at night, and nights are the hardest for me right now.
But you know what, after i'm done with the notebook, my sadness will be gone, right? At least some please.
Shop is still not open. I hope they decide to close it for one day. Which is not really possible but nevermind IWANTTODREAM.
But mostly of my MC days is because i started wondering how nice it would be if i dont have to work/go school. Okay stop, shop, you better open soon before i run back to commonwealth.
Ooh i just saw apple hong yi xin walk pass.
Shop is still not open. HEH.
I dont like my current blog's layout. Need to change it but i have no idea how.
I hope Honeypancake is not a fickleQ like mad, because i am looking forward to wednesday night now.
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